Alone

The ghost of the hands that never held mine walk me home in the dark after a long day without you,

And I'm alone.

Words that never left my lips haunt me in the middle of the night,

And I'm alone.

The big lines poets spoke touch my soul when I'm in my room,

And I'm alone.

In my dreams I can't get you out of my head and I wake up crying,

And I'm alone.

I think of my fondest memories and you're always there but you are never here, 

And I'm alone.

When I'm drunk all I want to do is text you but I don't and I wake up with a hangover but  the headache is nothing next to my heartache,

And I'm alone.

My hands would have been warm within yours, instead they sting in the cold night air,

Because I'm alone.

I could suffer through life with you,

But,

I am all alone. 

Now, I no longer ache for you in the middle of the night, my poetry grew dry and daydreaming is so 1999,

Still, I am alone.